Saturday, May 30, 2009

God plz guide me...

Yea..its hard 2 go on with my life..i loss my smile..loss my happiness..i nt longer az..i totally changed...i cnt laugh..even if i laugh..is dat same as b4??yea true..when he comes into my life..he give da colour in my life...he make me smile again..bt nw...its all totally changed..he no longer da person i knw b4..he bcm othr ppl...diff ppl..our friendship is seem fade awy...dunno y it happen 2 me..y every ppl i lv n care 4 seems 2 go awy frm me..y??did i hurt them??did i do mistake 2 them???i felt like been toying by ppl..all my sacrifice is juz a joke 4 them...all my lv 4 them is nothing 4 them..i hd enuf..from nw..i'll hold my heart tightly n try 2 avoid frm ppl who going 2 hurt me..bcm selfish...bt if i do dat???cn i hv my smile again???cn i hv my happiness again..i wish if i cn turn bck da time..i'll bck da time b4 i met him...he such as gd friend...bt nw he ady left me..he ady 4got me..he hurt me..he make me cry alot..bt i cnt stop thinking bout him..yea i should leave...bt da place in kl remind me 2 him..da plce dat we hang out 2gather..micky..i hope u wake up n go out from u own world...myb this is a destiny 4 us..i'll try 2 4get u...bye my best friend..i'll always lv u n pray 4 ur happiness n safety even u ady 4got me..its ok..i ady prepare my self..its ok 4 me..i such a independent gurl n strong...someone plz..hold my hand n take me awy frm da gloomy..sadness..plz gv me bck my smile...my happiness..plz wipe my tears..plz..plz..i loss nw..i cnt c da way out..HELP ME!!!

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